I have no words for the feelings welling up inside me right now. How is it possible to be happy and sad, excited and afraid, all at the same time?? I keep feeling that I am not worthy, I do not deserve all the love I am given so freely by so many. But that is an old tape, an old me, and old tired rhetoric I need to snap out of, eject the tape (or DVD sometimes) and let it go. Have you ever felt this way? I am ready to give up the idea of struggle and embrace the knowing of Source being there no matter what. All can most likely look back and through the lens of hindsight see situations we might have done differently. It is also true that you can see all the many ways you would not be you had the things that happened in your past not happened. And those things are in the past. Why do we insist on bringing them into the present? Doing so robs the moment of now away, and replaces it with fruitless what “could have’ or ‘should have’ happened or not. My focus is shifting, from what once was, to what is now and leaping to what will be created with me in a loving supportive Universe. I am done with the old way. Done.
♥ Robin ♥