I cherish you more than ever, now.

Published November 7, 2012 by scenickviewz

The lessons learned from you were difficult at times, but they have helped me see myself in a different light that I would have any other way. We did not get along well, rarely saw eye to eye, and fought often. I never felt appreciated, always felt I was being compared to another and falling short. So up came my walls, erected to protect the fragile psyche that is me. But walls not only keep things in, they also keep things out, like love. In your own way you loved me, just as in mine I did you. Sometimes I look back at that time in my life with sadness, sometimes with humor, and more and more with deep sympathy. For both of us, neither knowing how to express love really. It has taken years to understand, to forgive, to heal. There used to be such anger inside me, rage and regrets mingled together to create a toxic soup of dis-ease. Now there is an understanding, a place filled with peace to replace the anger, full of love to replace the sorrow. I realize you did love me, all along, in the best way you knew how. That is all any of us can do, really. We are always growing, evolving, changing and seeing life through new eyes. Every experience changes you, every day you grow a little more in who you are, and create who you will be. Now I say thank you, for being who you were, for the lessons learned and truly appreciate the human being you were. I love you, always have and always will. In my own way, of course. Would you expect anything less of me? ♥ Robin ♥

 

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